I was blessed to facilitate a Conscious Embodiment Intensive - a healing circle for mature women healers, the second half of last year.
We each had an Embodiment Project for the 6-months.
I took-on my relationship with my mom.
I can’t tell you how different my relationship with her is, I am shocked - it is subtle and profound.
I have lived in Seattle for 14 years, and my Mom came to visit for the first time, along with my niece A (who I LOVE)
I looked forward to my Mom coming, as much as A. I enjoyed my Mom being here, as much as A. This is Crazy!
I didn’t fight with my Mom, judge her or resist her.
I was myself with her, said what I wanted and didn’t perform according to her perfect pictures.
This is Crazy!
Our relationship is more comfortable, real, and far more enjoyable than I ever remember.
But, also, completely predictably, but surprising to me:
- My relationship with my partner Michael,
- as well as my former parter and life-long friend J,
- and cascading to other smaller heartbreaks, and experiences of Abandonment and Betrayal
... all have shifted deeper and I am being more free, easy, open.
- to BE with,
- to let down walls,
- to let Love in, to let Love out,
- to be with what is/was/and will be (forgive)…
more deeply - has really changed in the last 6 months.
ALL because I intended to release the wall I had with my Mom,
my hand up saying STOP: you can come this close, but no closer; you will not hurt me again!!!
This Conscious Embodiment Intensive structure and the wonderful women who showed up, supported my shift.
It wasn’t hard, and it didn’t take a lot of time.
But, the intention has unfolded magnificently, way beyond any expectation.
in LIFE! Wendy